SUNDAY COLUMN.

Stratford Evening Post, Volume XXXIII, Issue 24, 25 May 1912, Page 2

SUNDAY COLUMN.

HAUNTED HOURS. (Meditation by the late Rev. Percy Ainsworth.) “\\ herofore should I fear in the days of evil, when iniquity at my heels compasseth me about”? Psal. 49:

iniquity at my heels. Temptation is very often indirect. It s compact of wiles and subtlleties aand stratagems. it is adept at taking cover. It does not make a frontal attack unless the obvious state of the soul’s defences

justifies such a method of attempting a conquest. The stronger a man is, the more subtle and difficult are the ways of sin as it seeks to enter and master his life. There are many temptations that never face us, and never give us a chance of facing them. They follow us. We can hear their light footfall and their soft whisperings, but the moment we turn round upon them they vanish. If they disappeared for good, they would be the easiest to deal with of all the ill things that beset our life. But they do not. The moment we relax our hold stern search for the face of the enemy, there the evil thing is again —the light footfall and the soft voice. 1. There are the thoughts that a man will not cherish and cannot slay. They may never enter the programme of his life at all, but there they arc waiting at the back of his brain till he gets used to them. When lie seeks to grapple with these enemies his hands close on emptiness. One straight blow, one decisive denial, one stern rebuke, one defiant confession of faith will not suffice for these things. They compass a man’s heels. Ho cannot trample them down. 'the fashion of the evils that compass us determines the form of the light we wage with them. Preparations that might amply suffice the city in the day when an army with banners comes against it are no good at all if a plague has to bo fought. So there is a way we have to take with the iniquity at our heels. It calls for much patience and prayer. If wo cannot prevent sin from following us, wo can at least prevent ourselves from turning and following it. A man can always choose his path, if he cannot at every moment determine his company. And as a man goes onward and upward stcdfaslly towards the city of Light, the evil things fall off and drop behind, and God shall bring him where no evil thing dare follow,

ami where' no ravenous beast shall stalk its prey. HI Again, lot me suggest that iniquity at our heels is sometimes an old sin in a new form.

You 'remember the difficulty that Hiawatha had in hunting down Paupuk Kcewis. , That michievious magician assumed the form of a beaver, then that .of a .bird, 'then that of. a serpent, and thoilgh each in turn was slain, the magician escaped and mocked his pursuer. Surely a parable of our strife with sin. Wo smite it in one form and it comes to life in another. One day a (ipan is, angry—, clenched ligt and hot, words. He conquers his. anger, but (the next day there is a spirit of bitterness rankling in hik heart, and maybe a tinge of regret that ho did not say and do more when his heart was hot within him, and fire was on his lips. The sin he faced and fought yesterday has become iniquity at his heels. Having failed to knock him down, it tries to trip him up. Maybe many waste their energies trying to deal with the forms of sin and never grapple with the fact of sin. The sin that confronts ns reveals our need of strength, but the sin that dogs our steps has maybe, a deeper lesson to teach, us—even our need of

heart deep holiness good resolu-

tion will do much to clear the path ahead, hut only purity of heart and character can rid ous of the persistent haunting peril of the sin that plucks at the skirt of life. The deliverance God offers to the struggling soul covers not only the hour of actual grappling with the foe, but all the hours when it is the stealth and not the strength of evil that we most have cause to fear. 111. These words remind us that sin is not done with after it is committed, God forgives sin, but He does not obliterate all its consequences cither in our own lives or in the lives of others. A man may have the light of the City of God flashing in his face, and a whole host of shameful memories and bitter regrets at his heels. We do not know what sin is till we turn our hacks on it. Then we find its tenacity and its entanglement. What would we not give if only we could leave some things behind us! What would we not do if only we could put a space between ourselves and our past. The fetters of evil habit may be broken, but their marks arc upon us, and the feet that bore the fetters go more slowly for them many days. The hands that have been used to grasping and holding do not open without an effort, even though the heart has at last learned that it is more blessed to give than to receive.

IV. Yes, ami our sins come to life again in the lives of others. The light word that ought to have been a grave word, and that shook another’s good resolution, the cool word that ought to have been a warm word, and that chilled a pure enthusiasm—we cannot have done with these things. Parents sometimes live to see their sins of indulgence or of neglect blighting the lives of those to whom they owed a debt of firmness and kindness. It is iniquity at the heels. These passages of carelessness and unfaithfulness haunt men, be their repentance never so bitter and their amendment never so sincere and successful. But all this is for discipline and not despair. It oasts us hack upon God’s mercy. It keeps the shadow of the

cross upon our path. It has something to do with the making of a humble, lowly, penitent and obedient heart. The memory of the irreparable is a sorrow of the saints. Only Jet us not be afraid or wholly cast down. Rather let ns say, “Wherefore should I fear when the iniquity at my heels compasseth me about?” By the grace of Clod the hours of the soul’s sad memory, and of clinging regrets shall mean unto us a ministry of humility and a passion ol prayer. And through them God shall give us glimpses of the gateway of that life where regret and shame and sorrow fall back unable to enter There is a place whither the iniquity at a man’s heels can no longer follow him, and where in the perfect life the soul at last is able to forget.