use sending for the Doctor. She remained all night and in the morning I was quite well again. I do not feel so well this morning but perhaps it may go off before morning as it did before. I really think however love that it will not be long now till I am taken in. Dr Featherstone says that the end of the month will be the latest. It is dreadful to think that you will not be here but as it cannot be otherwise I must submit patiently and look to God for comfort and support. It is perhaps after all better that you should be away till it is over as you would feel so anxious about me. There is one thing we are certain of and it is this that God causes everything to happen for the best. I must conclude for tonight my dearest husband as I would like to go to bed. I am in