To leave Glenorchy was more painful to me than annoying to him though my Uncle did not think so. There I felt I had a home and a position quite suited to my taste and one I was in every way qualified for. But withal there was the perpetual feeling of dissatisfaction with my attainments and the disappointment awaiting both yourself and nor could I not in some measure reward you for your just and hopeful indulgences to me and allow me to say