and we will be able to enjoy each other's society without always having the disagreeable feeling that we are soon again to part for weeks and often months. I almost despair now of having you with me on our wedding day as it is now only three weeks and two days till then. I shall be very much disappointed as I had felt certain of your coming home by that time however love it will not make it any better to fret about it. I know you will be here if it is possible. I have had a dreadful day of toothache. It was most annoying as I was quite unfit to do anything with it. I am afraid now that it has commenced I shall suffer a good deal as I never could get rid if it easyly when I had it before. It is no use having the tooth taken out as most likely I would have it in another. I have not been out since Tuesday as it has rained ever since. I am delighted to hear that you get up a little earlier now. I hope you will continue to do so when you come home. I am afraid however you will be as lazy as ever. I must acknowledge I do not get up at half past seven like you