Alltogether he looks bad and I have no hope whatever of him now I think that he still knows me for when I move away his eyes follows me. Robert left the [crossed out] in the 'Patterson' last night. There was no one in the room but myself when Alec had the fit yesterday and I was very much put about. Fortunately Mr Sydie came in and he was a great comfort to me for he had seen people in the same way before.