sterling lad and well acquainted with stock. I must now state how matters are with myself. I have been repairing the fences and looking after my cattle and planting trees so that I think the best thing I can do is to remain where I am for to remove from here only intails expences and poor as the land is with industry I may make a living out of it and to build a house on it is better than being the means of destroying my poor wife's piece of mind forever. She is completely broaken hearted and feels her position lately dreadfully for she is beginning to dispair and I do not know